Tuesday, March 28, 2006

I feel so unwanted.. I mean maybe I am. I don't know. I don't even care anymore.The guy I want the most has a girlfriend n doesn't even bother seeing how I truley feel about him, so I'm just giving up on trying to make him see cause theres no point. I love him to death n nothing will ever change that, I mean he's broke my heart many of times but I'm never ever gonna stop loving him. He means the world to me, I just wish he would see that, I wish he would see that he's my everything. He's my best friend, n I want him for so much more, is that wrong? Is it wrong that I want to spend every single day, minute, even second with him? I feel so obsessed with him, hell maybe I am. I don't even know anymore all I know is that I love him n that I've never felt this way about a guy before n now I don't know what to do. Because I don't wanna mess our friendship up n plus he has a girlfriend. So I'm just going to put my feeling for him in the bottom of my heart so I don't think about it as much= I don't know what to do.. somebody help me please!!!!! Andy if you read this.. remember that I'll always love you okay!

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At 8:30 PM, Blogger //\\ ||\|| ||)) || said...

babe i love you too. and don't feel unwanted beacuse your always wanted to me. =]

no matter what happens you'll always have me here and i'll listen to anything that you have to say babe.

I'll call you at 10 babe.

 

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