Tuesday, March 28, 2006
I feel so unwanted.. I mean maybe I am. I don't know. I don't even care anymore.The guy I want the most has a girlfriend n doesn't even bother seeing how I truley feel about him, so I'm just giving up on trying to make him see cause theres no point. I love him to death n nothing will ever change that, I mean he's broke my heart many of times but I'm never ever gonna stop loving him. He means the world to me, I just wish he would see that, I wish he would see that he's my everything. He's my best friend, n I want him for so much more, is that wrong? Is it wrong that I want to spend every single day, minute, even second with him? I feel so obsessed with him, hell maybe I am. I don't even know anymore all I know is that I love him n that I've never felt this way about a guy before n now I don't know what to do. Because I don't wanna mess our friendship up n plus he has a girlfriend. So I'm just going to put my feeling for him in the bottom of my heart so I don't think about it as much= I don't know what to do.. somebody help me please!!!!! Andy if you read this.. remember that I'll always love you okay!