Thursday, March 16, 2006
Today sucks! Worst day I've had all week and I hate it.... I leave tomorrow and I won't talk to Andy all weekend cause hes allowed on the phone with Sydney so he won't even think to call me... thats prolly why he didn't call me n wake me up this morning cause he was up all night talking to her. I sound jealous don't I? Thats cause I am... I hate that he has a girlfriend and really she isn't a girlfriend.. shes just a girl he talks to.. it's hard to have a girlfriend that lives in Texads I mean god.. thats so stupid. yeah I use to date people online but it just got to where it was retarded... especially when I knew I could have someone here.. n thats something that Andy just doesn't see....and I really wish that he did but I'm to the point where I dont even care anymore cause in the end it'll be his loss not mine!