Monday, March 20, 2006

Todays been such a weird day.... I woke up n got to talk to andy n was all happy and things and then my happy mood just like fell to the ground n I was sad as can be n I don't even know why..... and I took my angry n things out on andy n I never meant to do that and I feel so bad for doing it. So now he thinks that he's an asshole cause thats what I called him earlier today.... god I hate myself for doing that because andy isn't an asshole I mean he's the sweetest guy I've ever met..n he tries so hard to help people and he feels like hes failing now but in a way he isn't cause he still helps me he just doesn't see that he does. I don't know but I know that right now I'm missing him like hella bad.. like more than ever n I'm sick n tired n sad and I just wanna cry.. I wish he was on cause I really need him right now. I'm off here though! I love you Andy!

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At 5:59 PM, Blogger //\\ ||\|| ||)) || said...

babe dont be sad so much =[

 

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