Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I'm finally home, which I was all happy about until I actually got home then I just wanted to leave again n I don't know why. I just don't wanna be here for some reason. But, I'm stuck here until tomorrow.... since I'm gonna go out with Justin.. well I think anyways.. I got home n I was all excited cause I got to talk to Andy, but he wasn't really talking to me so yeah I don't know, I got kinda down. But I'm okay now I guess, just kinda sick n I'm so tired. I had to go to my old house today n I cried so much, I hate going there it just breaks my heart, I think thats why I'm so depressed right now is cause I spent almost all day helping my mom clean the rest of it and things. So yeah, right now I'm waiting for Justin to get on so I can talk to him, I haven't talked to him since Friday when he called me.. I miss him like so much! I'm also waiting for Sara to get offline so Andy can call me which I don't know if he will or not, but hopefully he does, cause I haven't talked to him at all today, except for like the 10 minutes I talked to him on messenger before I left. My head hurts so bad right now n I don't know why. Like the last few days I've had really bad headaches I think theres something wrong with my head... =\ I'm so bored!!!!! There ain't nobody online and yeah I don't know what to do.. I guess I could go take a shower.....yeah..... thats what I'll do.. I'll go take a shower.. okay.. well I'm off here!!!!! I love Andy n Justin!