Sunday, April 02, 2006
I'm so sick... n.. yeah nobody knows how truley sick I really am which is kinda good that way people don't worry but I don't know maybe I should tell someone... someone being andy. I don't know though.. I hate the fact that he's gonna lose me n I'm gonna be losing everything I have including my.. uhh.. yeah.. nvm. But todays a down day. I feel like crap n I know why which scares me cause I don't know what to do=\ ugh.. my stomach hurts so bad.. n I miss andy even though we just got off the phone n im talking to him right now, thats kinda weird huh. but I always miss him. okay well I guess imma stop writing... I love you Andy!