Wednesday, April 26, 2006

It's been such a weird week n I can't wait for it to end... All week I've been thinking about things I shouldn't have been thinking about. I came home today n I had no offlines or anything from my best friend, so now I'm feeling like me n her is falling apart, n if anybody really knows me n talk to me then they know thats the last thing that I want. I never want to lose her, because if I do.. then I'll kill myself, I have nothing to live for other than her, and I just wish that she would see that, I wish she would know that she means everything to me, n I don't know how to make her see that. Right now I'm just lost for words, I don't know what to say.. so I'm just going to go. =\

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At 10:21 PM, Blogger //\\ ||\|| ||)) || said...

I did leave you offlines...i wrote you a ten page letter as well..but it wont be ten pages when you get it and a lot of it will be blacked out......i don't even know why i wrote it..i knew that when you came back you would tell me wat you told me....i guess i did it out of boredom.......

*kills myself* at least I feel like doing that

 

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