Sunday, April 16, 2006
Right now..... I'm so confused.... like the feelings I have in my heart right now are going crazy, and I don't know why.. for the longest time I loved someone who wasn't who they said they was. I mean I still love them, and more than anything and still wish that I could be with them, but its totally different now, because they have a girlfriend.. another one... that I guess they really love which eats me up inside but I'm trying my best not to really let it show, but I am right now since I'm writing about it. I'm crazy ain't I? probably but.. I don't care.. I love em' and I don't know what to do cause they don't love me back ='( thats all I got to say..