Tuesday, April 11, 2006
ugh i hate feeling like this n i don't even know why i feel this way.. i mean i feel like im losing my best friend and i don't know why. thats the last thing i would want to do is to lose him and people say that i feel that way because i dont wanna be friend with him anymore but that is so not true! i mean i dont know what i'd do without him. i've accepted the fact that i can't be with him n that we're only going to be friends n i've moved on.. but now this jennie chick wants him and i don't know.. i don't like it!!!! i don't know why im so jealous.. i guess cause yeah im afraid he'll go out with her before me... i mean ugh.. i just don't know anymore......i guess im just afraid im gonna lose him to this girl.. i guess thats why i don't like her n the fact that she wants him..