Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Today has been really shitty.... I've been up for an hour n it's already bad n I'm already thinking things I shouldn't be thinking n I don't know why. I had fun last night.. a lot of fun.. walking with no shoes on.. stopping like a jillion times to pull my pants up.. haha... it was fun. n I was with Amber so made it even better. I don't know if she had a good time or not though. I think she kinda mad at me cause of Marley n me not liking her, but I don't know maybe thats just me. My life sucks basically... my grandma thinks I'm gay because I'm friends with Amber but oh well I don't care if she thinks that, I mean its stupid to think that just because I'm friends with someone that is. I can't stand her sometimes, like last night when we was getting close to my house I just hated it so bad n I got so depressed because I had to leave. I was having fun with Amber n her family... then I have to go home to my grandma =\ Grrr.... I hate it! I hate it here so bad, I can't wait to get out... Okay, well I'm done writing. I love you Amber n I hope that your not mad at me.